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December 26, 2011

I am waiting for this year to end.

I’ve lost my daughter and have survived(?) the first “holiday season” without her.

I’m just ready for this year to be over. I know that flipping the calendar page isn’t going to fix anything. My hurt won’t magically go away. I won’t suddenly “move past” everything.

I just need this year to be over.

I am hopeful that the coming year will be better, but I fully realize that is might not.

There is so much of this year that I pray will be redeemed in the coming one. (Joel 2:25) I don’t know if it will happen in 2012, He certainly doesn’t ever promise an instant fix, but I’m hopeful that the mend begins.

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2 Comments leave one →
  1. Heidi permalink
    December 27, 2011 10:00 AM

    Mourning with you… Psalm 126:5-6

  2. Lisa permalink
    December 28, 2011 1:52 PM

    Sending love and { { h u g s } }

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